[one.]
She's just a teenage girl who's sick
of it all. Tired of girls believing the
stupid lies from that particular
cheating boy. She can't stand that
everyone is looking for someone
to hurt. && how nobody tells the
truth anymore. She's just a teenage
girl, who has fallen too far..
[two.]
I don't need the drama or heart
break of loving you arymore. I'm
finally fed up with all these lies you
have told. I'm tired of having all the
other girls in your life. && trying to
compete for you, even though you
are my boyfriend!! And I'm jealous
of all of them to begin with. But the
worst thing is you let them do this to
me. You let them hang all over you
and continue doing nothing about
it. I thought I was lucky for having
you. And that maybe myself and
my love would finally be enough.
Then again, I guess I've been
wrong before.
[three.]
I believe in love, lust, sex, and
romance. I don't want everything
to add up to some perfect equation.
I want destruction and chaos. I want
someone to go crazy out of his mind
for me. I want to feel passion, heart
ache.. Something. Just some proof
that you didn't destroy me.
[four.]
He left, refusing to ever look back. She
was hardly something worth dying
for.
[five.]
I toss and turn all night in bed. Cause
my dreams of happiness are drowning
in red.
[six.]
My hands start to shake and I know
exactly what to say. Instead I bite my
tongue, hoping to bleed the words
away.
[seven.]
What I need is a new story of who I am.
I need to fuck up so bad I can't save
myself.
[eight.]
That was the last tear she ever cried.
&& boy it was over you.
[nine.]
It kills me to see you with her. She could
do so much better than you. But I know
she wouldn't listen. I know because I
have been there.
[ten.]
It's funny how people change when
they have alcohol in their veins. You see
who they really are. You know deep
down inside there's nothing hiding
behind their eyes. It's still them, without
the lies.
[eleven.]
I didn't ask for it to be like this. I didn't
want my every thought to be about you.
But the harder I try to forget you, the
more you want to remember me.
[twelve.]
Go on. Date her. And one day when
you wake up and realize I was the only
one for you. Don't you dare come back
to me. My arms are not going to be
wide open to welcome whenever you
please. I was all yours one baby, but
now I'm gone.
[thirteen.]
&& damn she loved you. Boy you
didn't know what you had. She may
have drove you crazy sometimes, and
she isn't a richy bitch barbie. Like the
fake sluts you've dated. She was the
only real thing left and this world. And
you know what? You lost her. That girl
that thought everything of you... Is gone.
[fourteen.]
I'm telling you. You don't want to fall for me.
You shouldn't even want to be with me. I
make a terrible girlfriend. I'm horrible at
staying in touch with people. I'll never call
you back when I say I will. I change my
mind way too easy. And I have more
addictiong than you can imagine. I can't
settle. Not even for you. 'I've fallen in love
and have had my heart broken, more than
once by the same boy. I've lost the pieces
so don't bother trying to put them back
together. That's something I need to work
on by myself, once I'm ready. And I'm not
ready. I'll flirt with other boys. And even
girls too. I wouldn't cheat on you, but I'd
make you worry. I'm telling you. You don't
want to fall for me. My heart still belongs to
him.. And as it's said "True love never dies."
[fifteen.]
I have become everything I never wanted
to be. I'm getting really sick of myself,
looking in the mirror seeing someone who
isn't me.
[sixteen.]
I've changed so much lately. Every single day
I wake up different. I feel like I'm fading with
each step I take. But all you see are smiles,
and reasure me I'm doing better. But I know
I'm growing much worse.
[seventeen.]
And the trouble with the truth that you face.
Is that you are haunted by all of your mistakes.
[eighteen.]
Everytime I see that scar, I am reminded of
your beautiful smile. I think of letting out a
few tears, but know if I allowed just a few.
I would never be able to stop.
[nineteen.]
I've decided that enough is enough. That
since, you obviously don't care about me
anymore, I'm going to move on. Easier said
than done, I suppose. Because at the end of
the day I'm staring out the window, with
these tears on my cheeks. Take a good
fuckin look, stupid boy. For this is what you
have done to me.
[twenty.]
You were never a waste of time. You were
just a harsh realization that I could do so
much better.
[twentyone.]
She's got this journal filled with all of her
black ink guilt. And love is no longer the
only thing keeping her alive.
[twentytwo.]
Six pack of cigarettes, and three bottles of
scotch later.. I'm still here all alone.
Wondering, just wondering.
[twentythree.]
You're hiding from me now. There's
something in the way that you're talking.
Words don't sound right but I hear them
all moving inside you. Go, I'll be waiting
when you call.
[twentyfour.]
&& I guess I'll always be that girl, that you
can always run back to whenever you feel
the need. No matter how much you hurt
me and try to break me.
[twentyfive.]
Tonight she's gonna drown her
sorrows and unreachable dreams
In vodka and bourbon and
snort away her tears.
Because she's too broken to care.
And tomorrow morning,
you'll think that she's a.o.k.
[twentysix.]
Sometimes apologies don't mean a thing,
like four in the morning when you're in
bed sleeping. You don't need a phone
conversation to wake you up to bring you
down, because when it's over we both know.
[twentyseven.]
It’s too late to say you’re sorry.
you’ve been gone from here too long.
I hope you found what you were missing.
cause I don’t miss you here at all.
[twentyeight.]
The liquor turns me cold. The pills numb my
soul. Tonight I discovered nothing is real in
all we've been told.
[twentynine.]
So here's to broken hearts and shattered
sould. May we once again find someone
to temporarily make us whole.
[thirty.]
She’s got a smile on her face and a fuck
you attitude ;; cause from this day on,
she’s no longer that fool for you..
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