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Monday, 13 October 2008

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    The City Sleeps in Flames
    By Scary Kids Scaring Kids
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    Music Quotes =]]

    [one.]
    Forgive and forget, it's just a
    memory. It won't get me very
    far this time..
    -Just a Taste
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [two.]
    Is what I meant to you that
    forgettable??|
    -Juste a Taste
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [three.]
    I don't have to ask, you don't
    miss me at all. And you made
    it so obvious when you slowly
    walked away, and then I
    prayed in vein. I would have
    traded everything, even for
    just a taste. I'll live with the
    loneliness. But I'll never forget.
    I was never your best bet..
    -Just a Taste
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [four.]
    All you needed was time. But
    now time will destroy us..
    -Watch me Bleed
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [five.]
    It will all be over, and here we
    are. We're stuck inside this salted
    earth together. You'll pierce my
    lungs my limbs go numb. As my
    colors fade out..
    -Watch me Bleed
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [six.]
    I gave you everything to die with
    a smile. All you wanted was to
    live for a while. You took
    everything but it left you empty.
    You can't replace me, you can't..
    -Watch me bleed
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [seven.]
    Sadly, this is a wasted conversation.
    Lost on you, lost on you. This is a
    test of my patience. Your blue eyes
    are so cruel..
    -A Breath of Sunshine
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [eight.]
    There's static on the airwaves. I'll
    try to find the light through all this
    haze. I can't find the words that I'm
    trying to say. So try to forget me as I
    walk away..
    -A Breath of Sunshine
    Scary Kids Scaring Kids..

    [nine.]
    Don't be so scared. We will not
    lead you on like you've been doing
    for weeks. So you're selfish and I'm
    sorry when I'm gone you'll be going
    nowhere fast..
    -Skeptics and True Believers
    The Academy Is..

    [ten.]
    Would you believe me if I said I
    didn't need you. Cause I wouldn't
    believe you if you said the same to me..
    -Skeptics and True Believers
    The Academy Is..

    [eleven.]
    I'll lose myself in anguish tonight. Help
    me get over you. .
    -Apology
    Alesana..

    [twelve.]
    And to think you would not be scared
    or surprised if I had severed all these
    ties. This is the end..
    -Apology
    Alesana..

    [thirteen.]
    Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
    I'm glad that you can forgive only
    hoping as time goes you can forget..
    -The Boy who Blocked his own Shot.
    Brand New..

    [fourteen.]
    I remember I kept thinking that I know
    you never would, and now I know I
    want to kill you like only a bestfriend
    could..
    -Seventy times Seven
    Brand New..

    [fifteen.]
    So is that what you call a getaway?
    Tell me what you got away with.
    Cause I've seen more spine in jelly
    fish. I've seen more guts in 11 year
    old kids. Have another drink and drive
    yourself home. I hope there's ice on all
    the roads and you can think of me
    when you forget your seatbelt. And
    again when your head goes through
    the windshield.
    -Seventy times Seven
    Brand New..

    [sixteen.]
    Come up to meet you. Tell you I'm
    sorry. You don't know how lovely
    you are. I had to find you. Tell you I
    need you. Tell you I've set you apart.
    Tell me your secrets and ask me your
    questions. Oh lets go back to the start.
    -The Scientist.
    Coldplay..

    [seventeen.]
    But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such
    a fool for you. You've got me wrapped
    around your finger. Do you have to let
    it linger. Do you have to? Do you have
    to let it linger..
    -Linger
    The Cranberries..

    [eighteen.]
    This is one time that you can't fake it
    hard enough to please. Everyone or
    anyone at all..
    -The Places that you've come to fear the most
    Dashboard Confessional..

    [nineteen.]
    This is where I say I've had enough. No
    one should ever feel the way that I feel
    now. A walking open wound. A trophy
    display of bruises. And I don't believe
    that I'm getting any better..
    -Saints and Sailors
    Dashboard Confessional..

    [twenty.]
    Waiting here with hopes the phone
    will ring and I'm thinking awful things.
    Pretty sure that few would notice. And
    this apartment is starving for an
    arguement. Anything at all to break this
    silence. Wondering this house like I
    never wanted out, and this is about as
    social as I get now. And I'm throwing
    away the letters that I am writing you
    cause they would never. I would never
    do..
    -Saints and Sailors
    Dashboard Confessional..

    [twentyone.]
    This is the moment that you know.
    That you told her that you loved her.
    But you
    don't. You touch her skin. And
    then you think. That she is beautiful but
    she don't mean a thing to me.
    -Tiny Vessels
    Death Cab for Cutie..


    [twentytwo.]
    So one last touch and then you'll go.
    And we'll pretend that it meant something
    so much more. But it was vile, and it was
    cheap. And you are beautiful but you don't
    mean a thing to me..
    -Tiny Vessels
    Death Cab for Cutie..

Sunday, 05 October 2008

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    Deja Entendu
    By Brand New
    Sic Transit Gloria.. Glory Fades
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    Our dying day..

    [one.]
    She's just a teenage girl who's sick
    of it all. Tired of girls believing the
    stupid lies from that particular
    cheating boy. She can't stand that
    everyone is looking for someone
    to hurt. && how nobody tells the
    truth anymore. She's just a teenage
    girl, who has fallen too far..

    [two.]
    I don't need the drama or heart
    break of loving you arymore. I'm
    finally fed up with all these lies you
    have told. I'm tired of having all the
    other girls in your life. && trying to
    compete for you, even though you
    are my boyfriend!! And I'm jealous
    of all of them to begin with. But the
    worst thing is you let them do this to
    me. You let them hang all over you
    and continue doing nothing about
    it. I thought I was lucky for having
    you. And that maybe myself and
    my love would finally be enough.
    Then again, I guess I've been
    wrong before.

    [three.]
    I believe in love, lust, sex, and
    romance. I don't want everything
    to add up to some perfect equation.
    I want destruction and chaos. I want
    someone to go crazy out of his mind
    for me. I want to feel passion, heart
    ache.. Something. Just some proof
    that you didn't destroy me.

    [four.]
    He left, refusing to ever look back. She
    was hardly something worth dying
    for.

    [five.]
    I toss and turn all night in bed. Cause
    my dreams of happiness are drowning
    in red.

    [six.]
    My hands start to shake and I know
    exactly what to say. Instead I bite my
    tongue, hoping to bleed the words
    away.

    [seven.]
    What I need is a new story of who I am.
    I need to fuck up so bad I can't save
    myself.

    [eight.]
    That was the last tear she ever cried.
    && boy it was over you.

    [nine.]
    It kills me to see you with her. She could
    do so much better than you. But I know
    she wouldn't listen. I know because I
    have been there.

    [ten.]
    It's funny how people change when
    they have alcohol in their veins. You see
    who they really are. You know deep
    down inside there's nothing hiding
    behind their eyes. It's still them, without
    the lies.

    [eleven.]
    I didn't ask for it to be like this. I didn't
    want my every thought to be about you.
    But the harder I try to forget you, the
    more you want to remember me.

    [twelve.]
    Go on. Date her. And one day when
    you wake up and realize I was the only
    one for you. Don't you dare come back
    to me. My arms are not going to be
    wide open to welcome whenever you
    please. I was all yours one baby, but
    now I'm gone.

    [thirteen.]
    && damn she loved you. Boy you
    didn't know what you had. She may
    have drove you crazy sometimes, and
    she isn't a richy bitch barbie. Like the
    fake sluts you've dated. She was the
    only real thing left and this world. And
    you know what? You lost her. That girl
    that thought everything of you... Is gone.

    [fourteen.]
    I'm telling you. You don't want to fall for me.
    You shouldn't even want to be with me. I
    make a terrible girlfriend. I'm horrible at
    staying in touch with people. I'll never call
    you back when I say I will. I change my
    mind way too easy. And I have more
    addictiong than you can imagine. I can't
    settle. Not even for you. 'I've fallen in love
    and have had my heart broken, more than
    once by the same boy. I've lost the pieces
    so don't bother trying to put them back
    together. That's something I need to work
    on by myself, once I'm ready. And I'm not
    ready. I'll flirt with other boys. And even
    girls too. I wouldn't cheat on you, but I'd
    make you worry. I'm telling you. You don't
    want to fall for me. My heart still belongs to
    him.. And as it's said "True love never dies."

    [fifteen.]
    I have become everything I never wanted
    to be. I'm getting really sick of myself,
    looking in the mirror seeing someone who
    isn't me.

    [sixteen.]
    I've changed so much lately. Every single day
    I wake up different. I feel like I'm fading with
    each step I take. But all you see are smiles,
    and reasure me I'm doing better. But I know
    I'm growing much worse.

    [seventeen.]
    And the trouble with the truth that you face.
    Is that you are haunted by all of your mistakes.

    [eighteen.]
    Everytime I see that scar, I am reminded of
    your beautiful smile. I think of letting out a
    few tears, but know if I allowed just a few.
    I would never be able to stop.

    [nineteen.]
    I've decided that enough is enough. That
    since, you obviously don't care about me
    anymore, I'm going to move on. Easier said
    than done, I suppose. Because at the end of
    the day I'm staring out the window, with
    these tears on my cheeks. Take a good
    fuckin look, stupid boy. For this is what you
    have done to me.

    [twenty.]
    You were never a waste of time. You were
    just a harsh realization that I could do so
    much better.

    [twentyone.]
    She's got this journal filled with all of her
    black ink guilt. And love is no longer the
    only thing keeping her alive.

    [twentytwo.]
    Six pack of cigarettes, and three bottles of
    scotch later.. I'm still here all alone.
    Wondering, just wondering.

    [twentythree.]
    You're hiding from me now. There's
    something in the way that you're talking.
    Words don't sound right but I hear them
    all moving inside you. Go, I'll be waiting
    when you call.

    [twentyfour.]
    && I guess I'll always be that girl, that you
    can always run back to whenever you feel
    the need. No matter how much you hurt
    me and try to break me.

    [twentyfive.]
    Tonight she's gonna drown her
    sorrows and unreachable dreams
    In vodka and bourbon and
    snort away her tears.
    Because she's too broken to care.
    And tomorrow morning,
    you'll think that she's a.o.k.

    [twentysix.]
    Sometimes apologies don't mean a thing,
    like four in the morning when you're in
    bed sleeping. You don't need a phone
    conversation to wake you up to bring you
    down, because when it's over we both know.

    [twentyseven.]
    It’s too late to say you’re sorry.
    you’ve been gone from here too long.
    I hope you found what you were missing.
    cause I don’t miss you here at all.

    [twentyeight.]
    The liquor turns me cold. The pills numb my
    soul. Tonight I discovered nothing is real in
    all we've been told.

    [twentynine.]
    So here's to broken hearts and shattered
    sould. May we once again find someone
    to temporarily make us whole.

    [thirty.]
    She’s got a smile on her face and a fuck
    you attitude ;; cause from this day on,
    she’s no longer that fool for you..

Saturday, 04 October 2008

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    Don't Fear the Reaper: The Best of Blue Öyster Cult
    By Blue Oyster Cult
    Don't Fear the Reaper
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    Pathetically in love..

    [one.]
    You see her with her friends.
    Laughing and smiling. She's
    got you fooled. Becuase I bet
    you'd never guess she cried
    herself to sleep the night
    before.

    [two.]
    && Now that you're not
    around there is something
    missing in her smile.

    [three.]
    The only reason I'd kick you
    out of bed would be to fuck
    you on the floor.

    [four.]
    Her heart is breaking as she is
    staring at every girl that walks
    by. Somehow thinking they are
    better than her.
    && tonight she will lie in bed
    awake and tear herself apart.
    Because that's what she is best
    at. Sh'es just one of those girls
    that no matter how many times
    you tell them, never believes she
    is beautiful.

    [five.]
    Sometimes you think you have
    gotten over a person but when
    you see their smile, you suddently
    realize you're just pretending you
    got over them to erase the pain
    of knowing.

    [six.]
    I hate your smile only because it
    takes the pain away only for a
    second because it is then that I
    see you are smiling at her.

    [seven.]
    Of course she is going to say she
    is happy for you and flash you
    that smile you love. But just look
    into those pretty brown eyes. You
    broke her.

    [eight.]
    Believe me, I've always loved you.
    And even when you loved some
    one els, i kept quiet because I knew
    you deserved so much better than
    me.

    [nine.]
    In a perfect world there would be
    no mirrors because every girl would
    have a boy to tell her she is beautiful.

    [ten.]
    Through your bedroom window
    you look so sad at night. And I
    imagine that I am what you need.

    [eleven.]
    Truth:
    Girls read between the lines,
    analyze everything you say and late
    night conversations always have
    backspaces with what she wishes she
    could say.

    [twelve.]
    With love it's really hard to see past
    the lies because after awhile the lies
    consume the truth. && the loves left
    blind and bitter.

    [thirteen.]
    You were always picturing her inside
    of me.

    [fourteen.]
    You say it hurts you to do this to me
    and let go. But if only you could feel
    for one second what it feels like to be
    let go of.

    [fifteen.]
    && when I said I'd hit it. I meant with
    my car.. =]]

    [sixteen.]
    && she says she doesn't care but the
    look in her eyes tell a completely
    different story.

    [seventeen.]
    Oh, don't worry. You didn't break me.
    No, Sweetie you completely destroyed
    me.

    [eighteen.]
    We're not the girls your mom warns
    you about. Ohhh no. Her imagination
    was never that good.

    [nineteen.]
    && I don't understand by the way you
    look at me why we can't be together.

    [twenty.]
    I looked out the car window today, and
    I'm realizing I miss you again. It's funny
    how out of nowhere you come to mind.
    Truth is.. I wish you were still here..

    [twenty-one.]
    Sometimes the truth is a lie. And some
    times forever runs out of time.

    [twenty-two.]
    Sure, I hate you for what you did, but I
    want to thank you for what you did ;;
    If it weren't for you I wouldn't know
    that all guys who say they love you
    actually don't, and all the guys that say
    they are going to be there for you, always.
    Acutally won't.

    [twenty-two.]
    We used to be able to talk about everything.
    But now, it's impossible to even start a
    decent conversation with you. You can't
    deny it, things have changed. We've grown
    apart, and you have to face the fact that I
    will no longer be there every single time you
    need me, just like you weren't there every
    single time I needed you. The truth is what it
    is. && that is that I do not have respect for
    you as an individual now. You're just another
    face in the crowd.

    [twenty-three.]
    Someone asked me if I missed you. I didn't
    answer just closed my eyes and walked
    away. Then whispered "So much."

    [twenty-four.]
    They [i.g.n.o.r.e] each other && look the
    other way. But they both know deep down
    inside it wasn't supposed to end that way.

    [twenty-five.]
    How come whenever I get close to getting
    over you, you give me another reason not
    to?

    [twenty-six.]
    Don't worry about me, my broken heart
    isn't broken anymore. You should be
    worrying about youself, because as far as I
    can see, you're still an asshole.

    [twenty-seven]
    No one knew all the things she would hide,
    all the emotions bottled deep inside. She
    couldn't keep back the urge to cry. With
    each passing day, a part of her would die.

    [twenty-eight]
    She's been fed so many lies, that she's not
    sure if she can take it anymore. It's ruined
    her faith, her trust, && she's lost all hope in
    this world..

    [twenty-nine.]
    Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind
    my laugh I'm falling apart. Look at me closely
    and you will see, this girl I am, isn't me..

    [thirty.]
    Look in the mirror and fix yourself up. Wash
    away those tears. Be strong Honey, suck it
    up, no one else can know. Paint on your
    smile && walk away. You have to pretend
    you are fine..


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    Such Great Heights
    By The Postal Service
    Such Great Heights
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    Miserably Mistaken..

    [one.]
    Sometimes I wish I never met you.
    Because then I could go to sleep
    not knowing there is someone like
    you out there..

    [two.]
    && All I can do is watch you fall in
    love with her..

    [three.]
    && Everytime I hear our song I have
    to close my eyes and remember,
    you're the reason I still hate myself..

    [four.]
    Someone asked me if I knew you,
    and a million memories flashed in
    my mind, and muttered "Not anymore."

    [five.]
    Why do we keep them? Under our
    beds, up in the attic, in the back of our
    drawer. We could have thrown them
    out a thousand times, and yet there
    they are. Old love letters written to a
    person we no longer are, by a hand
    we no longer hold..

    [six.]
    Just lay down and let all your worries
    fall asleep..

    [seven.]
    Who would have thought it would be
    this way? Confusions so contagious and
    jealousy's intoxicating. It's easy to say you
    don't care anymore. But I know you are
    lying to yourself..

    [eight.]
    Silence somehow speaks louder than
    words and I'm worried she's still on your
    mind..

    [nine.]
    I don't understand why cupid was chosen
    to represent Valentine's Day. When I think
    of love and romance, the last thing on my
    mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at
    me with a weapon..

    [ten.]
    I thought that if I pretended not to
    remember, we could go back to where we
    were before..

    [eleven.]
    I'm not going to be sixteen forever. So I'm
    going to singing this song as loud as I can,
    as I drive too fast with my best friends. I
    don't wonder is your wondering where I am.
    because the truth is, I don't care if I ever see
    you again..

    [twelve.]
    When no one is around to see her pain,
    she breaks down and cries. They say she's
    so strong. They've just never seen her cry.
    She's got everyone fooled..

    [thirteen.]
    Secret:
    I wish I could go back, and be with you
    again, because there's so many things I
    should have said while I had you listening..

    [fourteen.]
    Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's
    better to leave it broken than to risk hurting
    yourself trying to put it back together..

    [fifteen.]
    I don't understand how you can be so
    heartless considering you have mine.

    [sixteen.]
    I wish I had the guts to walk away and
    forget about what we had. Because I
    know you aren't coming after me this time.
    And I guess that's what hurts the most..

    [seventeen.]
    Secret admirers make us believe things
    about ourselves we always hoped were
    true..

    [eighteen.]
    I would rather go blind than to see you
    walk away from me. I'd rather be numb
    than to feel you slip away. I'd rather be
    deaf than to hear you say you don't love
    me.

    [nineteen.]
    She's a disaster. She loses faith in herself
    everyday. Her life's fucked up and she
    doesn't even care. No one understands
    her. People intentionally put her down,
    in hopes to watch her break. What they
    don't know. He already did.

    [twenty.]
    Every single person has at least one
    secret that would break your heart.

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    <3 Cherie..

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